Time moves slow without Chele here. My life without her is so barren. I am constantly longing to fill it with something. Somehow fill it with a way to be happy instead of grieving.
I love her so much. I miss her more than I ever knew I could. She still is my everything within.
I know I will need to let part of that go someday. I will always have a void. There will be a glass on the counter half empty, slowly evaporating. Do I fill it back to half full again? Should I add more water to make it fuller, so it takes less time to evaporate? Should I leave it empty on the counter? Put it away?
What if it my glass falls, brakes, gets lost. Nothing can change how I feel. Not water, not a glass, not time. I love you sweet ladybug. I miss you more than ever.
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