Greed

Greed is a funny thing. How does death bring out the worst in others? If I have something on my wall, should I take it down and give it away because someone wants it? Should I take things off a table and give them a table that barely stands, because it might remind them of you? Now I have no place to put the printer, or the computers. This makes no sense to me. Someone actually asked, “what is he doing with the car?” Um, driving it. Why is life insurance so important. Get rich quick off someone’s death. I am so disappointed in those so immature.

Let’s do dinner, I’m lonely and emotionally wore out. Crickets are heard. No surprises. I will take his land and turn it into my own community profit. Who said anything about giving away land? They aren’t even present in my life. Through the toughest moments of my grief. My tears I shed daily. Were you there for an FFT? Do you know what an FFT is? Did you see me cry today? I mowed and missed hearing “I’m surprised at how nice it looks babe” Did you wake up alone and lonely? Was someone there for you? How is your grief going? Has it turned to anger toward me because you don’t understand my grief and don’t care to try? 

Take this crumb now boys and be gone - fly away