Weekend Plans

People have been asking me what my weekend plans are. 

I have none.

I would love to say I have some plans to spend them with you Chele. 

Maybe a trip to the beach. 

A walk on the shore picking up shells. 

We could watch the sunset or maybe the sunrise. 

I miss having you here with me. 

I am empty without you. 

I am learning to be empty now, something I don’t want to learn but I am being forced to learn. 

One day the void will be filled. I will always miss you though but living with this void will break me. 

I will fill it somehow. 

I love you sweet girl. 

Always.