True Love

A trigger hits and bam you are in tears. Possibly STUG, which is the sudden temporary upsurge of grief, possibly a random Instagram reel. There are many kinds of love, I was fortunate to have a unique love. One most will never see. I’ve read about it, seen it on movies, I don’t think I have ever seen anyone ever love the way Michelle and I did. This love truly does and will last forever, even if I am the only one living to experience it. My experience with our love is different now because it is a memory. I typed out “just a memory” but that showed no justice to my true heart. She is and always will be my everything. When I move on to another relationship, she will be part of that through me.

I used to introduce Michelle as my bride or my “better half.” Now that she is gone physically, we are whole. She completed me and has made me into the man I am.

I cried for 20 minutes last night before using my lifeline and “phoning a friend”. Plugged up nose and swollen eyes, I could barely breathe. I miss you, Michelle. No matter what happens and no matter how long it has been, my love will never change. I will always miss you and I will always be IN love with you.

Love you Mucho Grande Babe

Bunches!

Brian