Where will you be in a year?

I was sad a year ago, but my sadness was different. I was thinking about the homeopathic meds I was giving Michelle and was still hopeful they were working. I wrote in a journal entry that I had "hope and a prayer." I also wondered where I was in June of 2022 and where were my priorities and how much had changed. Then I asked myself where I would be in June of 2024. I knew there would be a void, I just had no way of knowing how large. This was the week of the “Life is a Highway” update. I wish there were the ups from last year. It seems like June of this year has been filled with downs. Most of the drives are valley drives in low, I am wondering how long this will last.

Last June I wrote: "I am not sure how many more days I have with my bride. I know I probably have months, but as fast as this disease is moving, it scares me to think how quickly she could go. We held hands on the patio until she got too cold. We came in and watched TV together. I held her close and listened to her heartbeat."

I love you sweet ladybug.

Love, Brian

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