Missing you

I am missing you today

I knew you loved me for who I was, not critical and rarely sarcastic

When you were with me, you knew others might have heard something for the first time that you had heard a thousand times

You acted like it was still funny

I miss feeling your unconditional love

I miss you wanting to touch me

I miss you liking me

Sometimes life throws you a curve ball, they aren’t always a strike

You kissed me, you loved me, you held me

I want it back, all of it

It’s not fair, but it seems it doesn’t really matter