I wish I could go back to when life was simple, to when I had no worries and wasn’t so lonely. Back when the things I was afraid of were horror movies and dark rooms at night. I didn't need to worry about when I might get out of my house or when I might see my friends in person again. I look back at the pictures and the smiles. I remember the holidays with my entire family, back before all my kids left without reason. Back when I didn't know about how cruel this world is, back when I was happiest.
I am doing okay with my current state, I have friends that care, but I feel lonely and empty still. I miss just living
with someone, having them here to talk to, say good morning without waiting to hear
something back. I miss the kisses before brushing your teeth. Eating breakfast
with someone you love.
I miss watching movies on DVD’s and when we played games not
to be better and win, but to have fun. I miss those times, I really do, when
life was so simple.
I miss being married and having a Mrs. Luck here to share my
ups and downs. I miss a neck rub when there is pain. I miss a shoulder when there
is sadness.
My aim is horrible but damn I miss you.
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