A love without end

The quiet of our home amplifies those feelings of longing for you my sweet love. I’m finding new hobbies to distract me and they add positive experiences. I’m hanging out with new friends too.

I visited family recently. Your presence was felt, and you were dearly missed by everyone. Gone but never forgotten my sweet ladybug.

As I move on, I keep you with me in my heart always. After you were gone my heart was broken. I have since opened a portion of my heart up. I will never let our love disappear from my heart. You will always be there, and I will never keep you hidden or stay quiet about the love we shared and the love I still share for you.

True love never dies.

Take me Back

I wish I could go back to when life was simple, to when I had no worries and wasn’t so lonely. Back when the things I was afraid of were horror movies and dark rooms at night. I didn't need to worry about when I might get out of my house or when I might see my friends in person again. I look back at the pictures and the smiles. I remember the holidays with my entire family, back before all my kids left without reason.  Back when I didn't know about how cruel this world is, back when I was happiest.

I am doing okay with my current state, I have friends that care, but I feel lonely and empty still. I miss just living with someone, having them here to talk to, say good morning without waiting to hear something back. I miss the kisses before brushing your teeth. Eating breakfast with someone you love.

I miss watching movies on DVD’s and when we played games not to be better and win, but to have fun. I miss those times, I really do, when life was so simple.

I miss being married and having a Mrs. Luck here to share my ups and downs. I miss a neck rub when there is pain. I miss a shoulder when there is sadness.

My aim is horrible but damn I miss you.