A love without end

Let me tell you a secret about my babydoll’s love

When I became her husband in the fall of 2k2 there was no doubt we spend our lives together as just one.

She loved me when I didn’t know I needed love.

She accepted when I didn’t know I needed acceptance.

She helped me when I didn’t know I needed help.

She held me when I didn’t know I needed to be held.

She touched my shoulder when she knew I needed to feel her touch.

She giggled when I needed a laugh.

She was present when I needed her to be present.

She gave me her all when I didn’t know I needed everything.

She loved.

She’s gone.

Now I need it.

I need comfort now, but that is not possible.

I need her to tell me it’s going to be ok.

I need her smile.

She never knew how much I loved her.

I never knew how much I’d miss her.

You truly don’t know what you have until it is gone.

I’m broken. Moving on is my only choice.

I’m crying and it doesn’t help.

I would say this isn’t fair and many would argue that life is not a carnival.

I move on, dredging more days than not.

I love you - Brian