Hi Ladybug
I am missing you. I think you would have loved Montana. The scenery
was beautiful and the skies so big. I remember watching “Big Sky” with you and
thought of that so many times while I was there.
I feel like I have “withdrawal symptom” with you my sweet Babydoll. I was so used to you ALWAYS being with me and now that is no longer
true. This longing and loss will never go away, no matter what I am doing or
where I go, you will always be with me.
Fred Rogers said
“Love isn’t a state of perfect caring. It is an active noun like struggle. To love someone is to strive to accept that person exactly the way he or she is, right here and now.”
My love,
here and now, will always be with you. There was never a need to work at our
friendship and love, it just was. I miss that. I miss knowing that what I said
and did would not be criticized. Sarcasm was never a thought. We loved. I
really wish I didn’t have to use the past tense.
My Ladybug! Oh how I miss my sweet butterfly.
I love you Michelle Ann Luck
-Brian
